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May was such a hell of month for me. From getting my first job, then graduation, and the loss of my grandmother, whom had been living together with me for 18 years. I was really ecstatic knowing finally I graduated and getting my first real job. It's an end of a chapter of my life as a student, and the beginning of a new one, as an adult of course. What a leap.
Working means being independent, and being independent is something I've been dreaming of since I was in Junior High. There goes my happy joyful moment which last for nearly 15 days, then the unexpected event came, wash away those happy moments like it never existed before.
To be honest, I never imagined, nor had a little thought of losing my grandmother. I had been living with her for 18 years, and I must say, honestly, it was not that good. She was moody, somehow rude, clean-freak, perfectionist, nagging too much, and her heart was as hard as rock. Then, on September 2010, she was diagnosed with stomach cancer, stage II B. The operation of removing the tumor was successful, her health had improved and doctor stated that she was clean. However, since March this year, her health dropped rapidly, because unfortunately her cancer, from level II B had gone up to level IV, the chronic stage.
Her weight dropped in a blink of eye, she constantly complaining of her stomach, and she couldn't stop vomiting. From a strong person to a fragile woman who act like a little kid. I know she was afraid of death, who wasn't anyway?
Finally on 31st of May at 3.40 PM she exhaled her last breath. She almost looked like she was sleeping. Mourning and weeping were heard, and sadness filled those 3 days, but deep down inside we know that she's in better place, re-united with God.
Farewell Ama, we miss you but one day we'll be meeting you, in Heaven.
Posted by Friday 8 June 2012 02:05 with 0 notes | add more notes
May was such a hell of month for me. From getting my first job, then graduation, and the loss of my grandmother, whom had been living together with me for 18 years. I was really ecstatic knowing finally I graduated and getting my first real job. It's an end of a chapter of my life as a student, and the beginning of a new one, as an adult of course. What a leap.
Working means being independent, and being independent is something I've been dreaming of since I was in Junior High. There goes my happy joyful moment which last for nearly 15 days, then the unexpected event came, wash away those happy moments like it never existed before.
To be honest, I never imagined, nor had a little thought of losing my grandmother. I had been living with her for 18 years, and I must say, honestly, it was not that good. She was moody, somehow rude, clean-freak, perfectionist, nagging too much, and her heart was as hard as rock. Then, on September 2010, she was diagnosed with stomach cancer, stage II B. The operation of removing the tumor was successful, her health had improved and doctor stated that she was clean. However, since March this year, her health dropped rapidly, because unfortunately her cancer, from level II B had gone up to level IV, the chronic stage.
Her weight dropped in a blink of eye, she constantly complaining of her stomach, and she couldn't stop vomiting. From a strong person to a fragile woman who act like a little kid. I know she was afraid of death, who wasn't anyway?
Finally on 31st of May at 3.40 PM she exhaled her last breath. She almost looked like she was sleeping. Mourning and weeping were heard, and sadness filled those 3 days, but deep down inside we know that she's in better place, re-united with God.
Farewell Ama, we miss you but one day we'll be meeting you, in Heaven.
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